Really it took a month to put up a new post?

I felt completely spent after the last post. I haven't felt like writing at all since then which is pretty unusual for me. Today I feel like I need to write but I don't have the energy to devote to crafting words to convey the feelings and weight of soul that go along with preparing to care for a loved one through their final days... the feelings that go along with the image stuck in your mind of the feeble elderly man who weakly smiled at you from underneath tubes and oxygen mask so happy to see familiar faces.